Sep
1
2010

Why Are You Here?

Toward the end of my enlist­ment I really enjoyed ask­ing my younger Marines, “Why are you here?”  This was usu­ally in response to some com­plain­ing about the Corps or Gunny or some­thing not entirely sig­nif­i­cant.  At that time I could guar­an­tee one of three answers: 1. “I want money for col­lege” 2. “I wanted to travel the world”, 3. “Have you seen the uni­form?”  And yes, I did actu­ally get that last one.  All of those answers are pretty funny for any­one who has put on the uni­form though.  Off the top of my head: 1.) you could have got­ten a loan or a job for col­lege money, 2.) you could have been a stew­ard on an air­line and trav­elled, 3.) you could have bought an Armani suit.  Any of those and you wouldn’t have had to put up with all this.
Now, why are you here?
Well, I don’t know?
“You went through all of this and you don’t know why?  We really need to talk about that because this place is crazy and you need to have a good rea­son for being here.  Now let’s look at what you did to get here.  I don’t know if every recruiter does it or if it was just mine, but I remem­ber fill­ing out the con­tract and sign­ing every page and ini­tial­ing every para­graph.  When we got to the very end the recruiter turned the paper­work around to me and read the last block which said, “We promise you two hours of sleep and one meal a day.  Sign here.”  Now my 17 year old brain had a moment of unusual clar­ity in which it real­ized what was left out of that promise.  They did not promise com­fort or shel­ter or being home with my fam­ily for Thanks­giv­ing.  For that mat­ter there was no promise I’d come home with all my appendages.  There was no promise I’d come home.  But I signed the line and so did every­one in uni­form.  So did you.  Why are you here?”

“When you signed that line you gave away all your com­fort and every­thing you knew. Your coun­try can now call on you to go any­place at any time, and you go.  You will likely have to do tedious and greasy work in hot and smelly places.  There is no promise you will see your fam­ily at Christ­mas. There is a good chance you will have to sleep in some dank and dirty place and eat cold nasty food.  You gave up home and fam­ily. You are not your own.  Why are you here?
“If we are really hon­est there is no promise you will keep your arms or legs.  There is a real chance this may cost you your life.  You signed up for it.  Why are you here?”

“Now let’s look at the gospel.  Christ gave up his place in heaven.  He was seated next to the Father with whom he had a per­fect rela­tion­ship.  He was wor­shipped day and night by angelic hosts.  Yet of his own will out of his great love for us his ene­mies he stepped down and took on flesh.  He was reviled though he did no wrong.  He was killed for our trans­gres­sions.  He accom­plished on our behalf that which we so des­per­ately needed but were wholly inca­pable of doing.
“You vol­un­tar­ily gave up every­thing to offer up your­self on behalf of those who would not or could not do it them­selves.  You live out the gospel every­day.  Paul says, “I run the race to win the prize” And “I buf­fet my body to make it my slave.”  You are the one get­ting up at 5:30 am to do PT.  You are the one who stands in the gap for those at home, to inter­cept the wrath directed at us.  This is what you have done.  Now look at what Christ has done for you.

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Valor :: The Citadel
Aug
12
2010

You Were Made for This

I recently read a com­men­tary in ‘The World’ mag­a­zine online by Andree Seu.  The author shared an expe­ri­ence of her eldest son and how it sparked a real­iza­tion of who she is in Jesus Christ, and why she’s not strug­gling with some of the voids that many in the world do strug­gle with.  I thought her cat­e­gories were thought pro­vok­ing and rel­e­vant to the start of a new fall semes­ter, so I’ve bor­rowed the cat­e­gories, but rewrit­ten the explanations.

You have iden­tity.  One of the many won­der­ful gifts of know­ing Christ per­son­ally is the ines­timable knowl­edge of iden­tity as a child of God (1 John 3:1–2).  What does this mean?  You were known before your birth and intro­duc­tion to the world (Psalm 139: 15–16).  You are not defined by the clothes you wear, your major, career choices or pro­mo­tions, or your role or lack of role in ROTC.  Fol­low­ers of Jesus Christ do not need to be caught in the end­less cycle of seek­ing iden­tity in enter­tain­ment, sports, par­ties, or trendy fads; rather we can expe­ri­ence total free­dom from these empty pursuits.

You have a pur­pose. Con­sider the debate about human ori­gins, or even big­ger – the ori­gins of life itself.  A pri­mor­dial goo, sport for gods, rein­car­na­tion, grad­ual devel­op­ment, or Chitty Chitty Bang Bang…(oh wait, was that a movie…)? What pur­pose does life have if it is not inten­tion­ally cre­ated?  Why do you exist?  Hav­ing our iden­tity firmly rooted in Jesus Christ means we are free to embrace our pur­pose – to glo­rify God and enjoy him for­ever (1 Peter 2:9, Eph­esians 2:1–10).  Such a pur­pose should lead to a sense of mean­ing as well.

You can estab­lish healthy rules for liv­ing.  If you have a clear iden­tity, pur­pose, and sense of mean­ing you can embrace a life free from the tyran­ni­cal whims of an overindul­gent world.  As temp­ta­tions arise how will you face them?  Estab­lish­ing bound­aries early can help you build a healthy lifestyle that affirms and encour­ages your abil­ity to live freely in Jesus Christ (1 Peter 1:13–16).  True free­dom is found in the power to move con­fi­dently in the way you’re designed.

You have rela­tion­ship with the liv­ing God through Jesus Christ.  In John 14 Jesus tells his dis­ci­ples (v.6) that no one can go to the Father except through him, (v. 16) that he would ask the Father to send another Helper to be with them for­ever, and (v. 18) that he would not leave them as orphans, but come to them.  In John 15:15 Jesus calls his dis­ci­ple friends.  These are not the words of an ethe­real and vaguely tan­gi­ble deity, but of a liv­ing and active per­son who is fully God.

You know your des­ti­na­tion.  Con­fess­ing sin, repent­ing, and accept­ing Jesus Christ as Lord and Sav­ior leads to eter­nal life with God.  We’re given knowl­edge of our des­ti­na­tion not to ignore the present and wait, but to give us hope and moti­va­tion.  It gives us a glimpse of the won­ders to come when Jesus Christ makes his return, it makes cur­rent cir­cum­stances bear­able and pale in com­par­i­son.  How many peo­ple around you do not know with con­fi­dence what will hap­pen to them when they die?

Con­sider what you’ll face when you return to cam­pus and ask your­self what you want your influ­ence for Jesus Christ to look like, and why.  This doesn’t nec­es­sar­ily mean bold evan­ge­lism with tracts, a soap­box and a mega­phone in the main thor­ough­fares of your cam­pus, but it can mean inten­tion­ally look­ing at peo­ple around you and rec­og­niz­ing that many of them do not know Jesus Christ.  I encour­age your to take time to pray about the com­ing semes­ter and what the Lord would have you do for him.  The free­dom we have should give us con­fi­dence as we inter­act with those who do not know Jesus Christ.  If we have some­thing as good as the knowl­edge of what brings eter­nal life, why not share it?

Jul
8
2010

God Space

I’m read­ing a book titled “God Space” by author Doug Pol­lock.  It’s one of those books where you say, “I should have thought of that.”  Yet we didn’t and we even less often do what it describes.  I’d like to share some thoughts from what I took from read­ing it.  (I’d also encour­age you to get a copy for your­self instead of just tak­ing my word for it!)

From years of expe­ri­ence, Doug gives many Bib­li­cal and prac­ti­cal per­spec­tives on how to nat­u­rally cre­ate what he calls God Space, or room for spir­i­tual con­ver­sa­tions where God is felt and encoun­tered in ways that address the long­ings of our heart, where judg­ment is absent, dia­logue flows, and where those far from God feel safe to bring their real selves out into the light and jour­ney to the mag­netic pull they sense in their souls.

To be hon­est with you, I absolutely love the idea of tak­ing the Good News to the world, but strug­gle with doing it.  I fear, I doubt, and I hes­i­tate to offer hope when I’m talk­ing with peo­ple.  Pollock’s book high­lights a few things that are help­ing me as I seek to have spir­i­tual con­ver­sa­tions with those around me.

The first is my own resis­tance to allow­ing the Holy Spirit to work through me.  When I decide to lis­ten to my own will, I hand­i­cap the will of the God work­ing in me.  Our bat­tle isn’t to over­come our sin­ful desires, but to sur­ren­der them and to choose to sub­mit to God.

His other prin­ci­ples are to Notice, Serve, Lis­ten, and Won­der your way into spir­i­tual conversations.

  • Notic­ing involves using the “eyes of your heart” to see oth­ers the way God sees them.  Look for their joys and sor­rows and seek ways to bridge their needs with God’s abil­ity to meet those needs.
  • Serv­ing is straight for­ward: Go meet someone’s need out of kind­ness and see if they don’t ask you why you’re doing it.  You’ll have many oppor­tu­ni­ties to share the hope that is within you!
  • Lis­ten­ing means resist­ing the urge to hijack a con­ver­sa­tion and humbly seek­ing to under­stand more than to be under­stood.  As you gen­uinely seek to offer oth­ers a chance to share, they’ll take you up on it.  This doesn’t mean agree­ing with every idea out there, but it does mean affirm­ing oth­ers as they pur­sue God.
  • Won­der­ing is about ask­ing ques­tions that invite oth­ers to think more deeply about their lives and beliefs.  Let peo­ple know you’re curi­ous about their thoughts on God, truth, sin, life, and why they hold to those thoughts.

On a final note, I was struck when he pointed out, “It’s been said that the only thing more dif­fi­cult than get­ting the church to go to the world is get­ting the world to come to us.”  God invites us to ‘go and be’ the body of Christ.  Will you join me in tak­ing the first step and going to those who aren’t inter­ested in com­ing to us, but who need to meet Jesus and have their long­ings met by Him?

Jun
9
2010

Loving Well

The fol­low­ing is taken from the “7 Char­ac­ter­is­tics of ROTC Life and Faith” series posted in the resources tab of www​.val​or​move​ment​.com, and is an abridged ver­sion of the 7th study in the series.  The series was writ­ten by the for­mer Valor Direc­tor for Texas A&M, and is intended to dive deep into scrip­ture to inte­grate faith and mil­i­tary life.  I would encour­age you to explore this series of 6 Bible stud­ies cov­er­ing: Pri­or­i­ties, Train­ing, Deny the Self-Centered Life, Sub­mis­sion to God’s Will, Fol­low­ing Christ, Stew­ard­ship, and Lov­ing Oth­ers.  This series would make a fan­tas­tic sum­mer study for an indi­vid­ual or a group.

The final study in the series cov­ers Ser­vice – Love Oth­ers, below is an abbre­vi­ated ver­sion.  Con­sider this – both the mil­i­tary and faith require that you love oth­ers and serve oth­ers.  How would you define Love, and who in your life has demon­strated this for you?

A new com­mand­ment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another.  By this all peo­ple will now that you are my dis­ci­ples, if you have love for one another.  John 13:34–35

Love is a COMMAND – “a new com­mand­ment I give to you”

The mil­i­tary empha­sizes group cohe­sion, team work, and leav­ing no one behind – as a leader you’re to think of oth­ers first.  With­out this exter­nal per­spec­tive your unit would not func­tion effi­ciently or effec­tively, it could not accom­plish its mission.

Love is a PERSON – “as I have loved you”

How can any­one know what is love?  By know­ing the life of Jesus Christ, Love is defined by his very words and actions.

Love is a TESTIMONY – “by this all peo­ple will know that you are my disciples”

If Jesus is Love and you love oth­ers like he loves, then oth­ers will see Jesus through you.  How is this love dif­fer­ent than love from other people?

Check out the rest of the study, and series, at:  http://​www​.val​or​move​ment​.com/​b​i​b​l​e​s​t​u​d​i​e​s​.​htm

Con­sider those around you now, per­haps you are in a train­ing envi­ron­ment, work­ing a tem­po­rary sum­mer job, or spend­ing lots of time with fam­ily.  Pray for God to reveal a new way for you to demon­strate love — tak­ing out trash with­out being asked, offer­ing rides, giv­ing some­one help with a task, offer­ing encour­age­ment, or even check­ing your sar­casm.  Liv­ing out love runs counter to our world, it means let­ting go of your desires and demands and allow­ing oth­ers to come before you, and yet it is an inte­gral piece of liv­ing for Jesus Christ.  Just as our own sal­va­tion is not of our own accord, nei­ther can we love with­out the power of the Holy Spirit.  Ask for the Lord to move, then be will­ing to allow him to move — I’m con­fi­dent you’ll be amazed by how the Lord trans­forms through love.

Jun
2
2010

Playing it Safe

The video below is taken from a clip of a Fran­cis Chan talk from a 2006 con­fer­ence.  Take a few min­utes and check it out; it’s a pretty chal­leng­ing message.

As you watch, ask your­self if you rec­og­nize your­self in his words and actions.  Sum­mer break from classes is a great time to reeval­u­ate your influ­ence for Christ within your ROTC pro­gram, Valor move­ment, or gen­eral life on cam­pus.  The objec­tives of mil­i­tary train­ing are set with an expec­ta­tion that you will move from receiv­ing all direc­tion and instruc­tion, to giv­ing direc­tion and instruc­tion for cre­ative prob­lem solv­ing, lead­er­ship, and mis­sion accomplishment.

Our lives as Chris­tians are no dif­fer­ent.  Spir­i­tual for­ma­tion is guided by the scrip­tures to result in a matu­rity that will enable us to teach and guide oth­ers to grow.  The Apos­tle Paul writes to Tim­o­thy explain­ing that his men­tor­ing was not so Tim­o­thy would hold it all to him­self, but that he would “entrust to faith­ful men who will be able to teach oth­ers also.” (2 Tim 2:2).

I would encour­age you to take a few min­utes and look at what the Lord has done dur­ing the past aca­d­e­mic year, and what you’d like to see hap­pen in the next one.  Give thanks for what he has done, and pray specif­i­cally for your new goals.   You could even write them down to be reminded of both what God has already done, and what you are believ­ing him to do through you.

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YouTube Direk­t­Fran­cis Chan

May
24
2010

90 Days in the New Testament

In April I wrote briefly about the impor­tance of drink­ing from the source, ensur­ing our time read­ing is soaked with time in the Bible.   There are so many resources avail­able to encour­age your walk with the Lord, but with­out a per­sonal famil­iar­ity of the Bible it is very dif­fi­cult to prop­erly fil­ter human teach­ing.  And, after all any­thing about the Bible is just human teach­ing.  I’d like to take this to the next level and chal­lenge you to read the entire New Tes­ta­ment this summer.

That’s right, the entire New Testament.

That’s 27 books, 260 chap­ters, 7,959 verses, or depend­ing on your trans­la­tion — 184,590 words.

Given that most stu­dents will not return to cam­pus until late-August, you could have roughly 90 days before classes start again.  To read the entire New Tes­ta­ment in 90 days you would need to cover 3 chap­ters each day.  What do you think, want to give it a go?

Con­sider this sum­mer your sum­mer with Jesus, the One and Only (ref. taken from a Beth Moore title).  Make a plan to stay close to Jesus Christ amidst train­ing require­ments, work, intern­ships, mis­sions trips, or time with fam­ily.  I know I have ten­dency hang out on the side­lines when I’m not among fel­low believ­ers or do not have a small group meet­ing reg­u­larly.  It becomes easy to con­vince myself that I’m stay­ing close to the Lord when in real­ity I’m only hold­ing onto mem­o­ries of times of close­ness.   We’re not meant to be in the game just dur­ing the aca­d­e­mic year, we’re meant to be in the game daily.

If you’re tak­ing the time to read you’ll want to get the most out of it.  Con­sider this basic method for study­ing the Bible as a way to focus your heart and mind: Observe, Inter­pret, Apply.  I find it help­ful to take a few notes along the way to stay on track and to review later and remind myself of how much the Lord has taught me.   Let’s look at Mark 5: 21–34.

Observe: Iden­tify what is hap­pen­ing in the pas­sage — key words, char­ac­ters, compare/contrast…

  • Jesus is en route to heal the daugh­ter of one of the rulers of the synagogue
  • A woman who was suf­fer­ing greatly from a 12-year hem­or­rhage approaches Jesus to touch his gar­ments for healing
  • Ask your­self what life for this woman would be like, what were her options?

Inter­pret: Dis­cover the author’s intended mean­ing in light of God’s redemp­tive plan.

  • Jesus healed her phys­i­cally, but what hap­pened spiritually?
  • What was the woman’s faith like?
  • In v. 34 Jesus calls this woman, “daugh­ter”, what does this represent?

Apply: Scrip­ture is intended to direct our hearts to Christ so that we may believe, and expose sin so we may repent and grow in fel­low­ship with Christ. (ref: John 20:31, 1 John 5–10)

  • Do you have an area of your life sim­i­lar to this woman’s hem­or­rhage?  What is your faith like?
  • When do you embrace your iden­tity as son or daugh­ter of God, and in what areas of your life do you still have doubt?
  • Pray over this area of your life, ask the Lord for spe­cific and mea­sur­able growth.

It’s far eas­ier to take a jour­ney like this with friends, so invite some of your Bible study mem­bers to take this chal­lenge with you.  Make time to catch up with each other over the sum­mer and rejoice in what the Lord is teach­ing you.  I pray this sum­mer with the One and Only will solid­ify a foun­da­tional knowl­edge of the New Tes­ta­ment for you, from which you will always draw upon, and to which you will always draw others.

May
20
2010

Heavy Lifting

I don’t know about you, but I’m begin­ning to see “real min­istry” in a totally dif­fer­ent way.  For a long time I “per­ceived” that if there were dif­fi­cul­ties in min­istry it meant adjust­ments need to be made.  I would some­times think that a reflec­tion of being “smack dab in the mid­dle of God’s will” meant that every­thing came together, the fruits of the spirit flowed, and all of God’s peo­ple said “Amen”.  Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have this Polly Anna view of what a life with Christ looks like.  I under­stand the cross and what took place (as best I can).  Yet as I begin to do things for God I’m dis­cov­er­ing that much of the impor­tant tasks require some pretty heavy lift­ing.  Here’s a few ques­tions for you: When you’re doing some­thing in response to what you think God’s telling you to do and dif­fi­cul­ties come are you more inclined to believe a) God’s clos­ing a door or b) the ene­mies oppos­ing you?  How bout this one: When you’re involved in a sig­nif­i­cant task and things begin to come apart (peo­ple bail on you, fund­ing drops out, cats and dogs fall from the sky…ok skip the last one) do you say “God must be telling us this isn’t His will” or “I think we’ve awoken the devil and clearly we’re where we need to be”?

So you ready for the answer?  Yea, me too so let me know!  But this I do know.  Through­out the Bible men and women who fol­low hard after God and do the heavy lift­ing  are rewarded with some seri­ous dif­fi­cul­ties.  Any­one want to talk about Jere­miah, Ezekiel, Job…?  As a fol­lower of Christ I believe I should rec­og­nize every day that whether I’m in the safe con­fine­ments of a church build­ing or in the mid­dle of a messy min­istry sit­u­a­tion (which describes most min­istry) the words of my Lord:  The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. (John 10:10).

My hope is that all of us know the truth that sets us free so that when we do face this heavy lift­ing we can rec­og­nize the authen­tic­ity of the Maker and the destroyer and respond as God’s peo­ple have for thou­sands of years: Set­ting the cap­tives free!

May
3
2010

Run with Endurance

I fin­ished my only marathon sev­eral months ago.  I knew as the race started that my only goal was to fin­ish.  I had trained for months and devel­oped strength and endurance to com­plete this task.  As the race began I was amazed at the crowd of peo­ple who were com­pet­ing with me.  So many started, how many would fin­ish.  My mind grav­i­tated toward Hebrews 12.

Hebrews 12: There­fore, since we are sur­rounded by so great a cloud of wit­nesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, look­ing to Jesus, the founder and per­fecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despis­ing the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.

As we embrace God’s call­ing toward a life-time of  min­istry, the inward affect of God’s love and work in our lives should over­flow to an out­ward love and com­pas­sion that enables us to share God redeem­ing mes­sage and work with oth­ers.  I remem­ber as a new believer I was so eager and pas­sion­ate to share the Holy Spirit’s redeem­ing work with oth­ers.  I was dra­mat­i­cally changed.  I could hardly keep inside the good news.

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But then life began to creep back in.  And sin weighed me down, and shame and guilt over­shad­owed the redeem­ing work of Christ in my life.

I’m not sure when I first rheard Hebrews 12, but it  applied so read­ily to me back then and  undoubt­edly now as I still wres­tle with giants in my own life to give God more access and con­trol over my heart and mind.  How do I “lay aside what holds me back?” another ver­sion tells me to “Strip off every encum­brance that weighs me down”

I want to lay out three steps to help free us from the slav­ery of sin (both as a believer and unbe­liever) and help us lay aside what weighs us down and run with endurance the race that God has set before us:

1.  Acknowl­edge our need for God–We all fall short of what it takes.  Where do we need Jesus to change our heart TODAY? (Romans 3:23)

2.  Con­fes­sion–Con­fess your sins to one another so that you will be healed (James 5:16)

3.  Repen­tance–Turn­ing from our sin by depend­ing on God for our strength and not our­selves.  (Acts 3:19)

Philip­pi­ans 3:14 I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heav­en­ward in Christ Jesus.

Apr
23
2010

Drinking from the Source

How often have you been asked “What are you read­ing?”  Or, how often have you asked this of some­one else?  What kind of answer do you typ­i­cally receive? Per­haps you’ll hear about a pop­u­lar novel, a trendy best­seller, a new mag­a­zine issue, or a blog.

There are so many resources avail­able that it can almost feel like sen­sory over­load.  The num­ber of newly pub­lished books arriv­ing online and in book­stores weekly is astound­ing.  For many believ­ers books or blogs on faith, liv­ing well, social issues, and the­ol­ogy are key com­ple­ments to church and Bible studies.

Yet, it’s impor­tant to ensure a love for books by well-established authors is not replac­ing time in God’s word.  It is crit­i­cal that our first source of teach­ing, inspi­ra­tion, and encour­age­ment is scrip­ture.  Our tap­root of faith and rela­tion­ship with Jesus Christ must be firmly planted in the liv­ing Word of God to ensure we are prop­erly nour­ished and hydrated.  With­out this ground­ing we will not have the cor­rect under­stand­ing through which to fil­ter human teaching.

All scrip­ture is breathed out by God and prof­itable for teach­ing, for reproof, for cor­rec­tion, and for train­ing in right­eous­ness, that the man of God may be com­pe­tent, equipped for every good work.” 2 Tim­o­thy 3:16

His divine power has granted to us all things that per­tain to life and god­li­ness, through the knowl­edge of him who called us to his own glory and excel­lence,” 2 Peter 1:3

Our true knowl­edge of Jesus Christ must come from scrip­ture first, as God intended.  While we can­not suc­ceed in this jour­ney alone, we also can­not suc­ceed by learn­ing only from other peo­ple.  It should be our joy to learn more about our sav­ior Jesus Christ so we are pre­pared to defend Him against false teach­ers, guide our dis­ci­ples toward greater under­stand­ing, and lead oth­ers to rela­tion­ship with Jesus Christ.  It sad­dens me to know many stu­dents who can quote more pop­u­lar pas­tors and authors than scrip­ture.  That’s a lit­tle like going on a date in a movie the­ater.  You’re sit­ting in close prox­im­ity, but there is no con­ver­sa­tion, con­nec­tion or way to come into a deeper under­stand­ing of the other person’s char­ac­ter.  In many ways you’re left at square one.   God made us for rela­tion­ship, inti­mate rela­tion­ship with Him, but it can’t be expe­ri­enced by spend­ing your time with folks who know about Him.  You need to know Him for yourself.

Next time you ask what some­one is read­ing, ask specif­i­cally what they’re learn­ing about in scrip­ture.  Rejoice with them as they grow in under­stand­ing.  Encour­age those who aren’t reg­u­larly read­ing scrip­ture to take the time to do so.  Exam­ine your own read­ing habits, and make sure your time in the Bible is ris­ing to the top of your pri­or­i­ties.  Share what you’re learn­ing with oth­ers, and invite them on the journey.

Drink from the source, often and deep.

Apr
19
2010

Testing Faith, Perseverance

Lead­er­ship demands a high calling.
Lead­er­ship demands a high call­ing.  You’ve prob­a­bly heard this from any num­ber of sources, the Bible agrees (read Titus). One of the tough­est attrib­utes of lead­er­ship that I’ve wres­tled with is an under­stand­ing ofveronica-728158 the atti­tudes and moti­va­tions behind my actions.  Whether lead­ing in the home or lead­ing in the field, being too focused on myself causes me to lose touch with the real­ity of my cir­cum­stances.   That causes poor lead­er­ship.  Tri­als develop that test our com­pe­tency, endurance and atti­tudes.  11 years ago I counted the cost and decided to give up every­thing that fol­low­ing Christ demanded.  Admit­tedly, I didn’t know the depth of that cost.  I haven’t retracted my offer to give Christ my all, but it is much more work than I could have ever imag­ined at that time.

We all face tri­als and tests.  I face them daily whether I am aware of it in the moment or not.  God loves to develop our char­ac­ter and our obe­di­ence to His word.  As I grow and mature, God brings to fruition a refine­ment that changes me to the core.  How deep does the refine­ment go?

if I con­tinue in His word then I am truly His dis­ci­ple, I will know the truth and the truth will set me free (John 8:31–32).
His word tells me that if I con­tinue in His word then I am truly His dis­ci­ple, I will know the truth and the truth will set me free (John 8:31–32). I want to know His truth and see myself as He sees me, but rooted deep in my heart is deceit that has yet to be unseated or dis­cov­ered fully.   My faith is tested daily as the out­ward fruit of my dis­ci­ple­ship is given oppor­tu­ni­ties to flour­ish or fail.  My actions either give life or death to the refine­ment that God is work­ing out in my life.  Change should be evi­dent by the way I live and breathe and move, but I must pre­serve, endure and decide to fol­low Christ, not fol­low my sin­ful nature.  How do I per­se­vere? I must con­tinue in His word!  This is an inward view of dis­ci­ple­ship, per­ma­nent con­tin­u­ance in the Words of Jesus.

In tri­als and test­ing, the inward refine­ment of my atti­tude com­pels me to con­tinue in His Word.

“Con­sider it pure joy, my broth­ers, when­ever you face tri­als of many kinds, because you know that the test­ing of your faith devel­ops per­se­ver­ance.  Per­se­ver­ance must fin­ish its work so that you may be mature and com­plete, not lack­ing any­thing. (James 1:2–4)
“Con­sider it pure joy, my broth­ers, when­ever you face tri­als of many kinds, because you know that the test­ing of your faith devel­ops per­se­ver­ance.  Per­se­ver­ance must fin­ish its work so that you may be mature and com­plete, not lack­ing any­thing. …Blessed is the man who per­se­veres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him… When tempted, no one should say, “God is tempt­ing me.” For God can­not be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt any­one; but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. Then, after desire has con­ceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.” James 1 (2–4, 12–15)

Deep inside at my core lives the very thing that Jesus died to free me from.  Here sin sur­vives, it tempts, drags away, entices and gives birth to death.  But I have the choice to con­tinue in His Word, to be His dis­ci­ple and live by daily endur­ing and count­ing the cost for His name sake.